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Someone Else's Wings

by Carey Anne Farrell

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1.
Back East 04:38
The farmer’s market opened yesterday They get a price for those strawberries But they’re so much better than the ones at Giant I tried a brand-new muffin recipe And I’m freezing some for when you’re home for Christmas And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east Do you remember Mrs. Donovan? She broke her hip last Sunday, but thank God Her kids still live close by enough to help her I said I’d visit her tomorrow And I think I’ll bring a couple muffins with me And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And did I tell you that your nephew started smiling We were over there this weekend And you won’t believe how big he’s getting You wouldn’t even recognize him And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east It’s getting late, and I should let you go I’m sure you’ve had another busy week I hope you’ll get some downtime on the weekend You know your dad’s not much for phone calls But he says hello and sends his love the same And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And we miss you, we miss you, we miss you back east And we miss you, we miss you, we love you…
2.
Elena waits beside the window Sadness shining lighthouse-bright And all the boats at sea are drawn to her On lonely summer nights Elena sees into my center Although she doesn’t know my name And with the slightest smile, she turns her face And I am set aflame Elena, such a shame to brush those tears away Elena, I would kiss them all if I could stay But I am just another sailor Singing yet another song And the waves, they will be calling me to leave before too long I think of all that I could give her I think of everything I own And I imagine us together, but I dream of her alone Elena, such a shame to brush those tears away Elena, I would kiss them all if I could stay She is cloaked behind the curtains, flattened on the wall Invisible to everyone, unthinkable to all She is tethered to her sorrow by a ribbon of regret And ‘round the room she spins in an unending pirouette Elena, such a shame to brush those tears away Elena, I would kiss them all if I could stay Elena wades into the ocean Elena curls into a shell Elena wonders what might happen if she couldn’t swim so well And I could be the one to save her Be the one to set her free But I blow a final kiss to her and she’s forgotten me Elena, such a shame to brush those tears away Elena, I would kiss them all if I could stay If I could stay
3.
Squint through the smoke at the blank page before you And uncap your favorite pen Last year's attempt gathers dust in a box but A new year is here once again It might not be easy Who said it was easy Early in springtime you drive to the heartland And take on the name of a saint Each day alone with the voice of your conscience And each move you make preordained It might not be easy Who said it was easy Don't give up on it now, don't give up on it now, don't give up on it now Stay a while with it now, stay a while with it now, stay a while with it now Summer comes swiftly and soon you are drifting Away into someone's embrace Promise her all of the things you can't give her All wrapped up in diamonds and lace It's supposed to be easy Why isn't it easy One autumn later you're faced with a tiny pink Bundle of noises and tears Each sound it makes is a painful reminder of All of your thrown-away years It's supposed to be easy Why isn't it easy Don't give up on it now, don't give up on it now, don't give up on it now Stay a while with it now, stay a while with it now, stay a while with it now Ah... Turn back the pages and search for the answer When nobody else is awake How many vows can you make in a lifetime And how many more can you break
4.
Perjury 03:00
Honestly I don't miss you now Truthfully Not much anyhow I don't miss the freckles on your chest I don't miss how right it felt to rest my head in your lap and close my eyes I'm not telling lies Honestly I'm not angry now Truthfully Not much anyhow I've forgiven every up you screwed I've forgiven every time that you tucked me away and hoped I'd disappear There's no anger here And I'm not writing you another song You never listened anyway And I won't open up my heart, my arms, myself to you again At least not today Honestly I need nothing now Truthfully Not much anyhow We will never have our time or place I am just a smudge you can erase Go ahead and brush the dust aside Tell yourself you tried But I'm not telling lies
5.
Cassandra sleeps The day was long And full of warning cries Each one unheeded By the crowd of Shuttered ears and eyes Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps, the world turns Deny the sun and be denied That’s what her lover said Before he let his venom loose and cursed her stubborn head Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps, the world turns What if she’d told them with honey? What if she’d told them in song? What if she’d told them with lightning and thunder? Maybe she’d told them all wrong Cassandra sleeps Her time was short And all her words unheard A thousand tongues inside her say she got what she deserved Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps Cassandra sleeps, the world burns
6.
One, two, three, four, run and get the front door Five, six, seven, eight, better stand up straight Nine and ten, let's start again, just Breathe with me Breathe with me Put a little music on the record player Save a couple things on that list for later Time for sleep, the world will keep, just Breathe with me Breathe with me Starlight, star bright, made it through the dark night Sunset, sunrise, will you open your eyes One, two, three, four, try this once more Breathe with me Breathe with me
7.
When I’m alone, I still pick up the phone and check up on you And all of the hundreds of others I used to call friends So I saw the news and I couldn’t refuse you my sympathy But know that the click of a heart’s where it starts and it ends Cos I’ve been planning since the day we met I’ve been planning since the day we met For an Irish goodbye An Irish goodbye When we collided at first I decided to steel myself The next time you tried to tried to persuade me but I stood my ground Third was the charm and I lay in your arms for an afternoon And ever since then I’ve pretended that I’m not around Cos I’ve been planning since the day we met I’ve been planning since the day we met For an Irish goodbye An Irish goodbye I said I was queen of deserting the scene but I fooled myself I said I was thru writing songs about you but I lied So how would it feel to be halfway to healed and then fall again To open the doors that I’d slammed and rush back to your side Cos I’ve been planning since the day we met I’ve been planning since the day we met For an Irish goodbye An Irish goodbye An Irish goodbye An Irish goodbye
8.
Reunion 03:29
We got in the car and flew to see the king Knowing he didn’t owe us anything We gathered all around his throne He stepped up to his microphone And told us he’d forgotten how to sing All over town They’re tearing the posters down All over town They’re tearing the whole thing down We hadn’t been back home in years We’d thrown away most of our souvenirs We’d chased a lot of other stars We’d traveled fast and traveled far And seen a lot of dreamers disappear All over town They’re tearing the posters down All over town They’re tearing the whole thing down No one remembers the old songs No one can mend the old wrongs And everything else has changed, changed, changed So why are we still the same? He didn’t ask us how we’d been We didn’t want to play Remember When? We couldn’t help him fight his war We didn’t know him anymore It was too late to fall in love again All over town They’re tearing the posters down All over town They’re tearing the whole thing down They’re tearing the posters down All over town They’re tearing the whole thing down
9.
Kindred 05:32
Another pop song played The other girls were right at home They sang the words and danced the steps As if they’d never been alone I knew you instantly Our nervous smiles matched and met I knew we’d have a story But I didn’t know what it would be yet We were kindred We we kindred I’m sorry for the times I said you brought me down I’m sorry for the times I didn’t listen And I’m sorry for the times I ran away But they all led me here today They led me back to you today Our laughter echoed through The faded streets of Baltimore Then when the summers came I'd hang your letters on my bedroom door I watched you charm the boys, how easily you turned their heads I dreamed of being just like you, you dreamed of being me instead We were kindred We were kindred I’m sorry for the times I said you brought me down I’m sorry for the times I didn’t listen And I’m sorry for the times I ran away But they all led me here today They led me back to you today We taught each other how to bloom But wouldn't yield each other room My words hung angry in the air Above your empty wooden chair You knew me instantly I knew the truth behind your smile We knew each other’s stories Though we’d kept them secret for a while Our favorite pop song played It melted all the years away A quarter century had taught us all the words we had to say We were kindred We were kindred I’m sorry for the times I said you brought me down I’m sorry for the times I didn’t listen And I’m sorry for the times I ran away But they all led me here today They led me back to you today
10.
If you pin me down To lift me up, lift me up You’ve still pinned me down If you pierce me thru To patch me up, patch me up You’ve still pierced me thru Tell me I’ll fly again Tell me I’ll fly again I’ll fly again on someone else’s wings You say it won’t hurt To pinch my wings, pinch my wings Well, it won’t hurt you You say I’ll be fine With glue and time, glue and time That’s not up to you Tell me I’ll fly again Tell me I’ll fly again I’ll fly again on someone else’s wings You say I have made The bravest choice, bravest choice But I didn’t choose If your hands should shake And you should fail, you should fail What have you to lose? Tell me I’ll fly again Tell me I’ll fly again I’ll fly again on someone else’s wings I’ll fly again on someone else’s wings

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released October 7, 2022

All songs written by Carey Anne Farrell © 2022 (BMI)

Recorded in Illinois, Florida, Georgia, Maryland, Michigan, Minnesota, New York, Oregon, Virginia, Washington, Wisconsin, and Sweden, and shared through the magic of the internet.

Mixed by Carey Anne Farrell and Joel Boyea.
Mastered by Time King.

Album cover and design by Tess Hoffman.

Thanks to all of the amazing musicians who gave their time and talent to this album: Bill, Brian, Camilla, Christian, Christo, David, Doug, Erik, Jeana, Jessica, John, Julie, L, Matt, Peter, Sara, Sunnie, Tess, Tim, Todd, and Tommi. You are all rock stars.

Thanks to Joel Boyea, Andrew Horton, Isaac King, and Tim(e) King, for their expert ears.

Thanks to Tess Hoffman for her expert eyes.

Thanks to Jenny Bienemann, Matt Brown, L Solomon, and Julia Storke for the seeds that grew into some of these songs.

Thanks to Clamor & Lace Noise Brigade, Midnight Hour, TOFTS, the Old Town School of Folk Music, Theme Music, and all my musical communities.

Thanks to everyone who's welcomed me into their coffeehouses, bars, farmers markets, living rooms, and backyards.

Thanks to my family, for a lifetime of support.

Thanks to Neal Shankman, for everything.

And thanks to you, for listening.

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Carey Anne Farrell Chicago, Illinois

Chicago singer-songwriter/trombonist/occasional bleep-blooper with a penchant for harmonies.

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